9 of Spades 

9 of Spades

Nine of Spades

Playing the game of a Nine you carry the energy of letting go, endings, graduating to new levels, and being of service. 

Playing the game of a Spade you bring this energy to everything you believe and everything you do.

It means your game in life is to graduate to new levels of being, let go of limiting beliefs about human potential, and do the work to serve the collective evolution of human consciousness.


How To Read This Page

Above in the banner images, the left side image (top image if you're viewing it on a phone) is a visual expression of when you may be Off Your Game.

The right side banner image (bottom image on your phone) is a visual representation of what's possible for you when you're On Your Game.

And below is an introductory list of experiences you may have in four important areas of your life when you are either...

  • On Your Game -- expressing it positively in your life
  • Off Your Game -- expressing it negatively in your life

Nine of Spades: Attuned to higher consciousness

9 of Spades: Personal Patterns

  • Easily attuned to higher consciousness and the deeper truths of reality
  • Celebrating your own eccentric distinction from our mundane world
  • Hiding behind a stoic facade of cold, self-protective, and well-cultivated aloofness
  • Flip-flopping between a superiority complex and an inferiority complex
  • A darkly-cynical heavy energy weighs you down and everyone else around you, too
  • Mentally controlling and psychically manipulative to get what you want
  • Floating in ecstatic transcendence aware of the larger synchronicities of life
  • And much more...
Nine of Spades: Seduction-revenge fantasies

9 of Spades: Relationship Patterns

  • Putting your beloved first in your mind with total devotion
  • Profound intentions to be your best self and to call forth the best of your beloved    
  • Inability to express emotions leads to massive outbursts of pent-up passion
  • Manic flip-flops between idealistic romantic expectations and fatalistic feelings that it's impossible
  • Relationship dynamics with your father-figure may cast a long-shadow over your imagined romantic quest
  • Acting out seduction-revenge fantasies as both victim and perpetrator
  • Consciously leveraging your relationship as a vehicle for personal transcendence
  • And much more...
Nine of Spades: Breaking through limiting beliefs

9 of Spades: Career Patterns

  • Rising to the top with your vision, work ethic, and willpower
  • Breaking through limiting beliefs to realize a massive paradigm shift of success
  • Thinking you always know best what others around you should think
  • Butting heads in passive-aggressive power plays over who gets to have the last word
  • Feeling downtrodden and oppressed because you believe people are not honoring your work contributions
  • Stuck underneath a doom-and-gloom mindset where you believe you just can't "catch a break" and it's pointless to even try
  • Finding financial success because you put the wellbeing of people first
  • And much more...
Nine of Spades: Healthy life

9 of Spades: Health & Wellbeing Patterns

  • Enjoying healthy and energizing extremes of activity, work, and play
  • A natural mental resilience supports your peace of mind and stable wellbeing
  • Stubborn attachments to your own story leads to intense personal suffering
  • Getting stuck in depression because life seems like a continual set of obstacles, one after another
  • Hurting your physical and mental health with your pessimism and paranoia
  • Escapist behavior of self-indulgence leads to personal sabotage
  • Conscientiously choosing exactly what you know is right for your health and wellbeing
  • And much more...

It's All In The Cards!  

Was that mind-blowing or what?

Maybe a little confronting?

And totally amazing?

However...

If what you just read about yourself didn’t fully resonate, try this: ask someone who knows you well to read the above list and see if they think it accurately portrays you.

And... would you believe this is just the beginning of what The Source Cards reveal about your life?

Next Steps To Play Your Cards Right


The wise person knows the Self and plays the game of life. But the fool lives in the world like a beast of burden.

~ Ashtavakra Gita (4:1)